Who is Mike Wills?


 You can find bits and pieces about me in various statements in other parts of the website, but I hope that this monologue is a bit more cohesive. It's certainly longer.
 First, I am not the MP for North Swindon in the UK. Although the right honourable gentleman does indeed share my name, and one of my nationalities, he is twenty years older than me and lives in a different country. To the best of my knowledge, no one has ever actually confused me for him, or vice versa, but that may change. The Guardian's profile of the right honourable gentleman is here.
 Second, although in formal correspondence I use Michael (since legally that is my name), in day to day informal conversation I go by Mike and if you call me Michael, I may not answer to that; unless, of course you are family, in which case allowances must be made. Notice also that both my first and last name each have precisely one 'i' in them.
 I was born in Berlin, West Germany in the winter of 1973. German was my first language but unfortunately I no longer speak it. I'm a Capricorn, but frankly the only astrologer that I pay attention to is Lloyd Schumner Sr, Retired Machinist and A.A.P.B. certified astrologer for The Onion. My father is British (his website is here) and my mother is American, and through them I acquired dual nationality. As a result, I am slightly foreign anywhere that I go.
  In the late 1970s, my family relocated to Los Angeles, California, my mother's hometown. We ended up living in the suburb of Pasadena, a rather pleasant suburb of L.A. apart from the minor caveat that it had (and still has) some smog issues. I attended primary school at Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary, a Roman Catholic Parish School. I have many fond memories of that school and many not so fond memories as well. In any case, by the time I was in seventh grade, a change was clearly in order and eventually my parents and I agreed that I should be sent to Douai School in Berkshire, England; in the expatriate parlance, I was sent home to be educated.
  I spent five mostly happy years at Douai, and have very fond memories of it. Douai is a Benedictine Monastery and for many years it ran a boys’ boarding school. Although the school was Roman Catholic, I always felt that many of the values that were instilled in us were similar to Broad Church Anglicanism; a sort of Broad Church Catholicism. Sadly, the school closed down in 1999 despite tremendous efforts by many old boys to prevent this from happening.
 Since this is a maths webpage, I suppose that I should mention a little about my mathematics history up to this point. I was quite good at maths throughout elementary school, but when I arrived at Douai, it was like jumping two years ahead, especially in the sciences. To take this into account, I was put in set 3, the lowest level class for maths. However, within a month, the teacher, Mr. Alan Lloyd, informed me that I should move up to set 2. I stayed in set 2 for the rest of term, came top in the end of term exam, and was promptly moved up to the top set. We took the maths GCSE a year early, in the fourth form, and I received an 'A'. In fact, this was the only 'A' I received at GCSE. The next year, in the fifth form, I took the AO level in maths and also received an 'A'. It was not until this year, however, that I felt that I was getting up to speed in maths; that I felt that I understood most of the material. This belief lasted for the rest of school, and 2 of my 6 A-levels were in fact in maths; one in pure maths, and one in statistics. The way the exams were setup, I ended up getting 3 grades for my maths A-levels, all of them A's, but only two of them count. As with the GCSEs, these were the only A's that I got. (The other four A-levels were General Studies, Religious Studies, English Literature, and History). I also got a partial scholarship for my last two years at Douai, and I am sure that while my English and History contributions were good, it was really the maths contribution that secured it for me.
 Of course, most students need good instructors and I was no exception: My thanks go out especially to Mr. Alan Lloyd (A-level) and Mr. Maurice Maynard (GCSE, AO, A-level), both of whom were very influential. It was Mr. Lloyd who first showed me Euler's formula and told me it was beautiful. I did not understand at the time, but now I do. I should also mention Mr. Larentowicz from 6th grade, easily the best maths teacher that I had at Assumption. Sadly I have lost contact with Mr. Maynard, but am pleased to have recently got back in touch with Mr. Lloyd. Mr. Larentowicz is now the head of mathematics at a school in Pennsylvania.
  Based on my results and my interests, I opted to go to university specifically to study maths. At the time, I thought that after I earned my BSc, I would go on to the bar. I soon realised that law was not the career for me, and indeed the only white collar career that I have wanted since has been the career of an academic. Unfortunately, things did not go as planned.
 In 1991, I started my first year at the University of Bath, with the aim of getting first class honours. My results from my first year were decent, but frankly I was not understanding that much. In my second year, things took a significant turn for the worse. I won't go into detail here, but basically I just burnt out and made a number of mistakes in my personal life. My second year results were horrible, although my statistics marks were reasonable. Normally, given those results I would have either repeated the second year or dropped out. However, the maths department had just started a new degree programme, called an Ordinary Degree (as opposed to Honours Degree). The net result was that I could go on to the 3rd and final year (called stage IV since stage III was for those who took a year in industry) but with a significantly lower class of degree. Since my long-suffering parents were investing a considerable amount of money in my education, and I did not want to repeat the second year, I ended up taking this option. I pulled myself together just enough in my third year to pass just enough classes, almost all of them in statistics to get the degree.
  At this point, I should mention three professors at Bath who had a big impact on me. Dr. Geoff Smith is one of the most charismatic professors I have ever seen. His website is very reflective of how I remember the man. Dr. Gene Ryan was my personal tutor (i.e. advisor) and he managed to see in me potential for postgraduate work despite my shocking marks. I've kept in regular touch with him since I left Bath. Dr. David Draper was the American stats professor whose teaching style really connected with me. His was one of the few classes that I did fairly well in. Other instructors who seemed to believe in me were Dr. David Williams and Ms. Liz Davies. Dr. Williams is now retired, and (sadly) Ms. Davies has passed on. Professors Ryan and Smith are still in the maths department at Bath, and Dr. Draper is currently at UC Santa Cruz currently setting up an applied maths and statistics department.
 Back to the long winded story: I had now spent 8 years in England, and come to think of England as my home. Even though plenty of my British family does not like it, I consider myself English- not Scottish or Welsh. All in all, I had had a wonderful time in England, lived in the idyllic Berkshire countryside, and the beautiful city of Bath.
 While I was underage, I had a legal guardian in the country. She had three children of her own, all similar in age to me, and for the sake of sanity, simplicity, and a genuine bonding, I have come to think of them as my brother and sisters. Since I am in fact an only child, this has had a profound impact on me. Besides that, I had done a number of cool things. For example, I slept under the Eiffel Tower, hitchhiked all over Britain and France, helped found an American Football team at Bath, lived above a Teddy Bear shop in the heart of Bath, and dated my first girlfriend. I also met a number of cool people, many of whom get to hear quarterly monologues from me on the old email.
 Unfortunately, I was about to graduate with a substandard degree, albeit, from an excellent university. I had never had a job; I had no job prospects; and little chance of getting into a postgraduate programme. So what was the solution? Join the military. Since the Americans get uptight about their nationals joining foreign military, I decided to join the United States Air Force. As a result, I moved back in with my mother, who now lived in an apartment in West Los Angeles. The decision to join the USAF was THE BIGGEST MISTAKE of my life. Again, there is no need to go into the details, but let's just say that I was lucky and got a letter of release before I was scheduled to go to boot camp.
  In the meantime, I worked a series of temp jobs for several agencies. I got to do a variety of work. Some jobs that I had were unskilled labour at a construction site, bag check during Fall rush at the UCLA bookstore, working at a factory that made roofing shingles, filing, and extra work for the film 'Nixon' starring Anthony Hopkins. I've never seen the film, so I don't know if I've even been credited, let alone whether I actually made it on to the fabled silver screen. These jobs were low skilled, but they helped me gain confidence in my ability to get work, earn a pay cheque, and pay off my debts.
 An especially important temp job that I had was at the UCLA student store's warehouse where I was involved in book processing (i.e. we counted books). It was important because I worked there for 7 months, by far my longest temp job, and because I got called back to work there full time on a permanent basis. In the end, I worked for the UCLA student store for 5 years as a permanent employee, nearly 6 years including my temp work. Through this job, and my mother's support, I got myself back on my feet and stopped making the silly mistakes that plagued my undergraduate career. I performed a number of duties at the warehouse, including delivery driving, shipping/receiving and computer store merchandise processing. Also I learned how to drive a forklift (or as I prefer to think of it, an overgrown Tonka Toy). All in all, it was a great job to hold while in my twenties since it paid pretty well and it helped keep me fit. In addition, I met a number of other great people at or through this job including my now brother-in-law, and his sister who became my second (and last) girlfriend, and is now my wonderful supportive wife.  Additionally, I finally had pulled myself together enough to apply to universities to pursue my studies. California State Northridge (CSUN) accepted me (thanks again to E. Ryan and D. Draper for their letters of recommendation) and I began nighttime classes, this time paying for my own education rather than relying on my parents.
 Cal State Northridge was great, but being a part time student, I never felt part of campus life. Still, I met several wonderful teachers there; of particular importance were Dr. Helena Noronha (my advisor), Dr. Michael Neubauer (I finally passed an abstract algebra exam under his patient tutelage), Dr. David Klein (he of the math wars, but a man who helped me realise that real analysis was much more accessible than I had previously thought), Dr. Stephen Breen (the man who inspired me to take up functional analysis), and Dr. John Dye (my graduate analysis instructor). In fact, all of the instructors that I had at CSUN were excellent- they also include Dr. Lorraine Foster, Dr. Ali Zakeri and Mr. George Biriuk. Unlike my days at Bath, all the courses that I took at CSUN were pure math courses. Personally, I viewed my time at CSUN as an opportunity to prove to the world, and more importantly to myself, that I was worth a BSc. Earning my MS from Northridge, and earning a certificate for outstanding academic achievement helped show that. Still, being the perfectionist that I am, I was not completely happy with how I did at Northridge.  Luckily, I had been accepted into UC- Santa Barbara as a full time student in their maths PhD programme, so I had a chance to one-up myself. In the summer before I arrived at UCSB, I got married. My sister's husband was the best man. Shortly afterwards, I celebrated my 5 year anniversary at the UCLA student store, got nominated for employee of the year (didn't win), and left with very fond memories of some great colleagues. (However, we won't discuss some of the management.). Then my wife and I moved to Santa Barbara, and I took leave of my mother with whom I had lived for the past six years. At UCSB, I found that I still had a long way to go before I could consider myself a professional mathematician. However, I had the support of some very good teachers, not least my committee members Dr. Mihai Putinar and Dr. Michael Crandall, and my patient advisor, Dr. Charles (Chuck) Akemann. Other professors who have been influential are Dr. Jeffrey Stopple, Dr. Stephen Bigelow, Dr. Jon McCammond, Dr. Martin Scharlemann, Dr. Tom Sideris and Dr. Bjorn Birnir; plus of course all the professors that I have TAd for.
 Being a full time student was a big adjustment, but it was helped by a number of things: First, the support of my wife; second, proximity to campus- I lived 10 minutes away by bike and the weather was usually fine; third, having my own office with a good desk and a whiteboard- these two things are indispensable to me, and really if there was one physical tool that I was missing, and could really have used as an undergraduate, it was the lack of a big board at my workplace (Of course, I did not realise that having a big board would be useful at the time...)
 I also finally got to teach classes, and found that I really loved teaching. I think that I have a genuine gift to impart mathematics, even to those who think they are not mathematically inclined. Of course, not all of my students agree with me, but one cannot please everybody. Suffice it to say that I do my very best, get good results, and generally get good feedback from homework readers, office staff, and colleagues involved in the same class that I am. Most importantly, I generally get good feedback from my students; moreover, I always work to improve.

 Still, it was a struggle. At times, I was in near despair because I found passing qualifying exams so hard. However, my fellow grad students were there for me. Of special note is Dr. Mike Bice, who was a mentor of sorts for me. Mike, a fourth year grad student when I arrived, was the guy who really showed me how to write good proofs. He is now at Cal State Stanislaus, and still helps me out with advice whenever I ask; and even writes letters of recommendation for me- what a guy!
 Eventually I did pass my quals, advanced to candidacy and defended my dissertation.  After 32 years, I was able to change my title without changing the language that I was  speaking in. In the process, I have almost by accident earned a 3rd degree (MA), which made me feel better about my MS from Northridge. My knowledge of maths has dramatically increased. I spent a year as a visiting assistant professor at Whitman College in Walla Walla, Washington, before moving on to take tenure-track position at Weber State University in Ogden, Utah.

 Things have recently more exciting because of the birth of my sons, Andrew Christopher Wills on 31st May 2005,

 and Robert Gordon Wills on 13 April 2007.  Being a parent is a lot of fun, and I would like to think that I am a pretty decent dad, and that my boys are so far turning out pretty well. The photo page shows the development of Andy and Bobby rather better than I could put into words.
 So how did I get to this point, especially given my ignominious second year at Bath? I think the key is the fact that I (eventually) learned from my mistakes, and stopped making those mistakes. I took responsibility for myself, took responsibility for my work, my finances (ok the wife does them now, but you know what I mean), learned how to administrate i.e. get paperwork in on time, most of the time, and be effective with said administration. I think that is the key: As a human bean (as Roald Dahl's Big Friendly Giant would put it), I am going to make mistakes- but I try to learn from those mistakes and avoid them in the future. None of this would be possible without the support of my family, friends, colleagues and mentors; but ultimately, it is up to me to make it work. Since my Air Force debacle, things have generally gone well for me, even though at times I have felt like Sisyphus with his eternal stone. I have got to where I am through hard work, and quite a bit of luck. I cannot guarantee the luck, but I can guarantee that I will continue to work hard.

Mike Wills

 

 

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